Why am I in such fear
My eye opens and out rolls a tear
I feel so alone
So messed up and confused
I am physically and mentally abused
Why was I born
Was it for my life to be torn
Does no one here me when I talk
I scream but no one seems to hear
I sit and stare at the clock
Watching my life pass me by
Does no one realize what they do to me is wrong
That though they're here i have been alone all along
Does everyone that i am OK
Not listening to a word i say
They must love me in some way
Even if they don't show it
They might not realize they would miss me if i were to die
But when this knife goes into my chest they will know it
