In my own world

In my own world.
The only place I can feel safe these days.
Revert back to childhood dreams and fantasies,
Relive again the times of the past,
Remember with happiness the child I once was.
Life through the eyes of a little girl-
Colourful,
Exciting,
innocent,
A world filled with sugar and spice
And all things nice,
That's what little girls are made of.
But try as I might,
I am no longer that little girl
Vieweing life as she used to.
That child is only the dream now,
The dream to excape reality,
The hurtful life I now lead.
Evil comes from all corners,
Seeking to destroy my mind.
So I retreat withing myself,
Relax in the bliss of my world
And become oblivious to reality
Again.