Fading

I lie here waiting
While everything is fading
I keep on dreaming
Dreaming that maybe someone
Someone would come
Come to me in my time
Cause everyday I've cried
Everyday I've sighed
Everything just goes down in size
I wonder if I should try
Try to go on through life
To see if I would have the strength to thrive
I start to wonder why
Why is everything fading in my face
Maybe to give me some space
Or to make me drown
To make me frown
To turn myself into a sad clown
You keep on trying to send
But all I want is my fading life to end