Bad day

I thought to my self again that
today id rather stay inside
were no body can hurt me
safe in the tears that i have cried

the outside world will stare and judge
they'll make me feel bad
and then ill have to wear the mask
to pretend that I'm never sad

everyone thinks I'm so strong
but inside I'm so weak from pain
sometimes its just to hard to smile
i just wish that i no longer remain

sheltered in my quilt i hide
silent tears drip down my soft cheek
i scream so loud but no body answers
its now my life seems so bleak

my torn tattered heart beats faint
my soul is black and dead
and the scars bleed from the inside
of the words i should have said

i drop to my knees and pray to god
that he'll help me out of this depression
give me hope in my life
and rid me of this evil obsession