What is happening?

Its So hot its cold
I touch it
And instantly become paralyzed
I tremble At the thought of paralysis
I take small breaths
But feel suffocated
I feel as if in an Enclosed tiny box
Cant move
Cant breath
Whats happening?
Am I dead?
No!
Not dead,
Dying!
Struggling to live
Struggling to survive
Why is everybody just staring at me?
Cant they see I'm dying?
Why wont they help me?
Let me try something
Not a startle
Nobody moved
I'm done trying
But I still want to know
What is happening?