Mum

by lisa   May 31, 2007


You say you don't want to cause any stress
so why are u moving into that address
don't u think you have put me through enough
this last year has been so god damn tough
stop hurting me i feel like i cant take this any longer
but it just seems to make me that little bit stronger
I'm not that scared little girl u want me to be
its about time you realized thats no longer me
i will be happy again there is no doubt about it
i know that it wont come easy but i wont quit

you try and talk to me like i can forgive and forget
but every time you try i just end up getting upset
because i know that you will always love him more
so all your lies and promises are easy to ignore
i should have come first but I'm only your daughter
its a lie when people say blood is thicker than water
will you ever love me how you are supposed to
will there ever be any relationship between me and you
or do i have to get used to not having you in my life
while u pretend to be such a dear loving wife

you once said you wish he would just leave
and that everything he says is hard to believe
so why don't you just get up and walk out
because you can never get rid of all the doubt
why don't you come and be the mother i need
for once if you life stand up and take the lead
you have neglected what you want for far to long
or is that what you want, am i completely wrong
if you don't want me in your life thats just fine
but when i wont talk to you don't whinge and whine

make your decision but u better make it quick
because it hurts when you give me all this stick
and I'm not having all this pain for another long year
sometimes i wish you would just completely disappear
because us kids don't deserve what you've put us through
you once had four kids that loved you now theres only two
and you cant blame anybody for that except yourself
i know that but i still sometimes blame myself
so mum whats it to be you can have him or me
hurry up and make make your choice and then let things be

0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments

More Poems By lisa