Why did it all change?

I never thought you could hurt me this much
three years, five months,
gone just like that
we had everything baby
we was truly in love.

why did it all change?
why did you get depressed?
why on earth did you do what you did?!

i walked into your room that night
you were sitting there with a knife.
i fell to the ground,
and burst into tears.
there was nothing i could do,
you were already gone

I'm sitting in your room ...
4 months later
reminiscing what you did
its hard for me not to do the same baby
you took your own life away from me ...
just like that

Ive had some news ...
you would be so happy
I'm pregnant baby
but i cant go on

i need you here,
i need your help
without you ... I'm such a wreck
I'm trying so hard,
to raise your son
but baby I'm about to give up