Transform

Dancing fairies, Laughing Elves
Remind me of my many selves
Different ways of acting , moods
Angry to hurt or knid to soothe
A complete dead ringer for me
Is one who sits there lonely
Unfunny acts by a clown
is how I feel when I am down
Cheer me up I need a friend
Some one to be there till the end
But dancing fairies hide thier tears
And laughing elves they hide their fears
It is hard to tell how they feel
If they are happy is it for real?
They are not sad forever though
As a greater happiness they will show
Im one of the laughing elves
Who feels more for others than them selves
I need to be a smiling ghome
Who can cheer up the saddest home
But for me to turn it will be hard
I dont know if its on my tarot cards.
To trnsform me ito my dream
I must live down by your happiness stream
See me nearly everyday
And I'll be better by the month of may
Give me your love, happiness and trust
Give ne cruelness and I'll turn to rust
Im changing now slowly as you
Are listening carefully, did you want to?
Did you feel sorry inside for me?
You did, in your eyes i can see

I was 14 when i wrote this living with my nan when my parents started there divorce