Are you true?

You are like the corky black bird that flies high with flat wings to horizon
You are like the white butterfly with colored points that makes my eye move
You are like the gold fish that I want to keep it for my own to keep the room finer
You are like the shadow that waking by as the waft and quietly touch my yielding face
You are like the fleeting time that by with out my panted feeling
You are what every thing beautiful that I think you are

I swear that I barely can feel my feelings
But I know that they are in the right place which is your chaste heart
I swear that I feel you around but I can't catch you fast like the way I think the way I smile
I swear that I feel your movement but hard for me to move my eye from you
To hang my self from loving you

So tell me my beloved
Are you something nice from my vision that I can't uncover
Or you like a red flower in my back yard that I take care of it nice and better
Or you like the brown sand that slides of my little hand
Or you like the visible light that no one can touch it simply
Or you just a shift & fake form my mind to make me feel better

That thing I will never now
But I felt it true not like a dream come true
So I wish that I can see a similar face like your face that makes me all these days think of you like you are really existent
But I recognize lastly that you living in my mind world.