You're so cold and
still looking at me
Did I have to take this blame for breaking the rules?
When you stopped breathing and left this place
to let it become a fading memory
Could I hold you back after what you said
could I still save you even though you left?
You're pale and sad and make me scream
I can't hold it back
I close your eyes and try to read your mind
it is this empty ?
hammering through my head your last moments are
reinforced
you said so much,
too much to be unhurtful
could I get what you meant if I had listened?
Why did you leave me here as lonely as I am right now?
You're gone since a long time before in your life
but this time it's the end
your sad eyes told me
