You will never know how much someone means to you until they are gone. It might be only for a few days or it could be years. But it let's you know how it feels if they decided never to come home. You remember all the good times and even the bad times. You remember the little things.....like their smile or how it feels to lay in their arms. They make you feel safe when they are near. It seems that you never realize how much you need them until they just get up and leave. You realize though that you have that constant reminder that you loved and lost them. You have two of the most beautiful children in the world and that will never change. So as long as you got them everything will be alright. You decide to go on with your life and just remember the good things that you got from loving the one person you will always love.
