Pencil and Paper [Radom]

Loneliness swallows the words surrounding me
The only one to listen to me is not nearly easy to see
A paper and pencil is filling my vision
The paper and pencil are the only ones to listen

They grasp the language I say
They bleed the emotions I feel
The paper does not walk away
And I know every word is real

Why is it I must marry thee
Is all a pencil and paper worthy?
The paper doesnt make me yell, yet makes me cry
Reading over sometimes makes me want to die

Words flow through my mind
The pencil seeps poisonous lithium in time
I have lost control and the pencil swivels on its own
And yet again I am alone

The pencil and paper is what used to save me
From me