Deep Inside

I tell myself that I'm ok
I tell myself there's no use crying
but deep inside I'm not ok
deep inside I feel like dying

I tell myself I'm not like her
I'm not the jealous type
but deep inside the pain is greater
it runs like water through a pipe

There is a song
a song that makes me cry
so everytime you ask what's wrong
I always tend to lie

So once again I tell myself that I'm ok
I tell myself there's no use crying
but deep inside I'm not ok
deep inside I feel like dying