Too Tired

We used to have everything all figured out!
Nobody in their right minds could ever put us in doubt...

We WERE "in love" and spent everyday together,
We thought we were going to make forever...

We didn't care what the world would say,
As long as we were together then things were OK...

We made our own rules on our own time...
You started a new life involved with mine...

We used to be so happy that I'd cry,
Everything always came together without a single try...

We used to believe that nothing could bring us down,
I used to believe that nothing could turn me back around...

We began to finally fall apart,
The hell we ran from was about to start...

We went through endless nights of unneeded drama caused mainly by you,
And I will never forget the stupid things you put me through...

We began our own lives all over again,
We have our own personal drama that never comes to an end...

For some reason, you want to come back into my life...
And i cannot tell if it's wrong or if it's right...

I want to push you away, i want to tell you to leave,
But for some reason, that's not what i want to believe...

I've missed you so much since we've been apart,
You weren't here when I needed you from the start!

I could take you back and let you back in again,
I can let you become my best friend...

I honestly want you to be by my side,
To help me through all the stuff that I've tried...

To fall asleep and wake up next to you,
Honestly there's a lot that i would like to do...

But you put permanent scars on my life,
You made me believe that the way i thought was not right...

I can't give you an answer because I cannot speak,
I've grown so unbelievably tired and weak...

I would love to make another life with you to share,
But honestly, i think I'm too tired to even care...