To be or not to be {{best friends}}

I cried today when I got home
for its so hard to be strong
and I'll do the same tomorrow
like I have the whole week long

I go to see you everyday
and I'm happy as can be
until I see your frowning face
thats directed straight to me

I remember it like yesterday
when that softness filled your eyes
when just one laugh could touch your heart
and chase away all lies

I want so much to know you care
and just to hear you say
"I love you and I'm sorry"
but you turn and walk away

Look into my eyes, dear friend
and realize that I'm hurt
know that its because of you
when your voice was cold and curt

Remember all the yesterdays
and the things that made us smile
remember all the tears we cried
then stop and think awhile

Was it worth the risk of friendship
to prove that you were right
to have the chance to watch me fall
to know you won the fight

I guess you think its better now
for your eyes show me no pain
and its hard to know your over it
when my heart aches just the same

Well I cried today when I got home
like so many times before
but I have grown much stronger
and the tears will fall no more