Remembering My Scars

Don't want to remember
the things i used to feel
but the scars remind
that the past is real

scars on my heart
and pain in my mind
hurting on the inside
from all the tears i,ve cried

getting rushed by the pain
the blood is coming fast
getting high from the power
but the feeling doesn't last

putting down the knife
right before i go
but the hurt that i felt
you will never know