How can You!?

How can you feel what i feel
when it wasn't your life
how can you know what i know
if you didn't have the knife

how could you think what i think
if you didn't see
how can you trust him
after what he did to me

how can you feel the depression
when its deep within my heart
how could you find your way back
if you don't know where to start

how can you see the anger
when it didn't involve you
how can you feel so happy
when i don't know what to do

how can you laugh at me
when you don't know what i feel
how can you stare at me
with a straight face
knowing these scars will never heal

how can you brighten his day
when i ruin it in the start
how can you feel so happy
when i am bitter and tart

how can you stand by him
knowing I'm not even by my side
how can you feel joy
when i have to run and hide

how can you feel my scars
when its my body that has the bruise
how can you look forward
when i am so confused

how can you feel the blood
when its dripping down my wrist
how can you know what i fear
when it was you that he kissed

now how can you see what i see
when your dead on the floor
now how can you feel what i feel
when i pushed you out that door..?

--[[i know its on my poems twice but i really like this poem]]--