Killing away the past[changes that don't last]

As you watched her,
She put the knife to her throat,
In an instant she pulls it,
As if she didn't know.
As if she wasn't thinking,
That is was the best decision for everyone.
Changes for the best,
Changes from the worst.
Changes for the future,
Changes from the past.
Nobody would have known the pain she went through.
Nobody Would have known that it was all an act.
Nobody would have known that she was miserable.
Nobody would have known that she still wants to end her life.
Until this poem.

you can't kill the past fully, It will always come back to haunt you no matter what.