Drifted away.

I see you,
will your arm around her.
Do you still love me,
are you sure?

I don't know what to do,
can you be trusted?
Or are you going to walk away,
and leave my heart torn up and busted?

Did you just give up,
because for now I'm taken?
Was your love,
what I thought or had I been mistaken?

It was your mistake,
your biggest all time lie.
So I will sit here in the dark,
with my knife and cry.

I remember my promise,
to you I said I wouldn't.
And honestly I know,
its something I shouldn't.

I hold the knife down,
across my vein.
I feel the tears come,
and then it starts to rain.

It feels like hail,
on the top of my head.
I guess it knocks some sense into me,
I don't want to end up dead.

It could possibly be too late,
I just now noticed there is so much blood.
Its all coming out of my vein,
its like a massive flood.

A tear runs down my face,
I know today is my last day.
I call to say goodbye,
but my voice drifts away.