Crashed

The landscape that she looked at out the glass panes ,
it was beautifully the hills rose and fell
the lights ,
the shades,
but they weren't beautiful enough to stop her hearing those words,
eyes staring hard never had she actually looked @ the hills properly,
but then again shed never thought shed hear those words,
slowly she turned her eyes to see how her sister was reacting ,
tears were building behind both of their eyes,
your going away ..for a year??your o.e,
her sister stands and walks out of the room crying,
she sits for 2 seconds feeling like shes in a movie,
she stands and runs crying to the door way,
the strong hands of her Fathers stop her ,
she struggles to get away,
she hears her dads girlfriend gently saying ,
let go to dad gently but firm ,
she runs up the stairs into her room ,
grabs the key and turns the lock ,
on to her balcony she walks ,
in to the corner she huddles,
the reality just isn't reality.
@ all,
she hears them walking upstairs,
she needs sum 1 to say we were joking,
all she hears is well be OK ,you know,
she believes,
she trays to believe
their there now her dad and his girlfriend,
quarter way through the trip,
they've just been robbed ,
2 weeks after
the girl lyes in bed her mum knocks,
she passes her the phone ,
its dad ?
it doesn't sound like dad it sounds like a broken ,tired man,
a young girl of 13 lies in bed wishing her dad was safe,
contact seems minimal,
no physical ,
an e-mail and a few words on the phone,
will the only just healed relationship last??
the answer is yes it will be cause it has to ,
just like he has to come back and they will?!!
13 years of age a girls sits in her room known she has to be strong for her sister for her dad that when hes mentioned she cant break down in tears .knowing is nothing it seems when its not real.
she needs her dad she does he cant leave again,
because if he does ,
decide,
hell break his daughter but this time harder ,
she'll break she ll yell and cry ,
and he wont go