Love Sucks

These feelings aren't strange to me.
I've had them once before,
But it ruined me,
When I lost them.

I change myself to whatever you want,
I've moulded myself on your ex,
Will I ever be as good?
Will you even notice me?

I was with you once,
You held onto my heart,
Like I new you would.

I love you.
DO you love me back?
I didn't think so.

I've found it again though,
That feeling,
I'm trying so hard,
But deep down, I know he's lying or faking it.

Loves crap when it's not with you.
Loves crap when we fought.
But I've got someone new,
And I'm getting over you.
I know I can make this work...
I've just got to try.