I am lonely i wish i had a true man that would love and care me and not lie to me and do me the way they have doing me sometimes i wonder what is wrong with me why do i get all these guys who think i am easy and shit and do me wrong am i that bad that ugly and stupid i am done with all guys even if i am lonely why cant i be loved for me and i will never be good enough for anyone around here the only guys who want me is carl and aaron and i dont want them what can i do to help my self i am just going to disappear because maybe then guys will understand me and want me i will say my friends are more luckier the me. I hate most guys for how they have treated me
