Love/Hate

I was fully in it ....

my feelings pure

no otha man

had my heart

i was in love

not with u

but with us

the relationship

we built

made them envy

made them lie

made them cry

wat we had there culd neva be a price

thinkin to myself everyday

how can i live

if theres no u

how can i breath

if theres no u

u brought carisma in to my life

joy to my smile

cleared my mind to all who inquired negative vibes

i speak not only from the soul

but from the very tongue that projects my speech

using correct grammar from the english language

for i feared to have u hear me mispronoucing a single syllable

i wanted to be a genius around you

u challenged the inner me.......

and its sad to kno i have became ur otha half

for not a single movement in my body goes without u deep in my soul

i've emodied your ways

good and the evil

but the time has come

me casting u out of my life

i gave it all to u

trustin u would never just take it away

i truely belived in my mind,and body

that you would give it back

in an unconditional way

ooooo noo

i had to experience

another tradgedy but worse than before

nothing physical all mental

and thats the worst of them all

everything clear and visible

i contiuned to fall

the best times of my life

reversed into a bloody hell

an angel transfomerd into a demonic spirit

suckin out the life

the love that *I* chose to prevail

how can it be

that

a brotherly love can turn so green

symbolizin money for all

man has conquered

some form of greed

a phobia

refusal of confinement

for the greed was

once me......

loving

arms so wide

frozen into a staute

my partner he was

a cold bliss of

hatred

swept across

my life

lyin

in depression

i was decived

he who i trustd

he who i wuld give my life for

lead me on to belive

that wat we had was meant to be

instead

it was another one of my crazy dreams

me wishing

not realizing

that the love of my life

was secretly living

a double life

love by day and hate by night......