Finding mys3lf

For it is I who search

Search for exceptance in the right place

Blind i am So i feel, feel my way through the minds of a mortals perception

A creature i am for i wish not to be

wanting more than existance in lifes unplanned mission

i have done no wrong nor did i do right

the journey seems long, and im still stuck in a vision waiting to be shown

Deaf of my atmosphere i can no longer hear he who searches for me....

Is it you my lost long friend the one who kept me sane

Run to me, for i cannot reach through poverty and annimosity

Ive found you above all pain

Run to me for i cannot reach, or hear you calling my name

Ive moarned for this day feeling it through my inner veins

and so i crawl ,crawl to you hoping you can feel my pain

tears began to fall, so sad for i cannot call

speechless beacuse you are reachless

curious as to if you need this as much as i need the air the i breathe through

My heart in internal lust waitin to combust

infatuated with a figure who only sees me far and never near

our path remains clear,visible of eachothers presence

an illusion formed for it was only just

a reflection of my own perception....