Thinking

To think I lay beside you
Kissed you with a passion,
Felt your arms surround me
Now look what has happened.

To think I gazed into your eyes
As they gazed back at me,
Fell into the softness of your kiss
As you approached me tenderly.

To think I let you in my world
Letting all my barriers slide,
As you laid claim upon my heart
My love i could not hide.

To think I believed you
When you told me you had fell,
And where still falling fast you said
I was captured under your spell.

To think I told you I loved you
And you then cast me aside,
As i turned over the words you had said
At least a hundered times.

To think that once you wanted me
More than you wanted to breathe,
Pulling me into your arms...
Not wanting me to leave.

To think I sat and listened
To your big Goodbye speech,
When for weeks you had slowly withdrew
And your heart was out of reach.

To think I thought we had something
Just shows how wrong a girl can be,
To think I ever allowed this,
To even happen to me.

To think I blamed myself at times
For being to intense for you,
Ha.. when the realitly was,
None of it was true.

For you see it wasnt me,
I know this in my heart...
It was your fear of loving me
That tore us both apart.

So I hope you take a moment
In this big wide world one day.
To think about me, how i loved you,
And how you let me slip away.

Goodbye My Lover.....