Long and sad

It was lunch time
a time where we could get away
from teachers , from our boring desks
you said ill be right back
have to go be a naughty girl don't follow
outside you went , i sat and thought
outside,naughty girl,don't follow
i couldn't take it
its been 20 minutes
i went out side looked behind the corner
oh dam i whispered
i ran inside
you walked in a little after
i asked *what were you up to*
you smiled and said ill bet you know
ill bet your thinking it right now
in my mind i screamed
No No she wasn't smoking!
but the truth came out
i asked how long have you been doing it
she said three weeks
my soul fell and smashed on the floor
it reminded me of how i smashed the mirror
and how i felt
sore and hurt
i told her congrats shes my role model
she looked into my eyes and screamed NO
i laughed and said i cant wait to try it
she screamed NO NO NOO