Let Me Let Go

Sometimes I wonder why,
I can still see the stars in your eyes,
Every time you would smile,
Even if that smile wasn't for me.

I can hear it clearly,
Like you're right next to me,
When you breathe.
Even when you're not.

I don't want to be thinking of you,
When it's one of those things I shouldn't do.
But its hard when everything around me,
Just takes me back, brings me back,
To moments I had you with me.

On the cold and lonely nights,
I would hold myself tight,
And imagine you're right there holding me.

When I feel like I'm alone all by myself,
I'd pretend you were right next to me.
Talking to me and keeping me company.

I don't want to this to myself.
I'm not getting any better.
I don't feel like I'm getting stronger.
Look what you've done to me,
Look at what I've turned out to be.
I'm losing my sanity...

I'm suppose to be moving on,
But somehow I'm still holding on.
I want to find a way out,
I don't want to hang here forever.
I want to forget what we were.

So if you're reading this.
Grant me one last wish.
Let me let go.
Oh, just let me let go of you...