Fear's finally cost me everything
That i had once held so dear
In finally trusting a friend, i lost the trust of another.
What can i do now?
I know naught of how to kill
This ever living fly.
For so long I've been haunted
By this raging ravenous beast
So small a creature dwelling within me
It's cost everything to feed
I've tried to deny its hunger
But it so often wins.
Whenever one of my dreams comes true
This thing rears its ugly head.
I thought I'd finally defeated it
And then it cost me you.
So with these words and with my blood
I'll feed this creature one last meal.
For now i know, in life this heart wont heal.
