How I Wish...

How could you do what you did
Now I'm stuck with your kid.
You got me pregnant and then you leave
What do you think that means to me?
I hate you even on this very day
How I wish to run away.
My mom hates me and so does my dad
They leave me in my room ... isn't that sad?
I'm all alone with a little girl in my stomach
I know I could have made you quit.
My dad looks at me and hardly speaks
How I wish to go back 4 weeks.
He looks at me and rolls his eyes
Late at night I hear him cry.
How could you do what you have done
This is a war you have not yet won.
I thought I loved you with all of my heart
How I wish I knew I really didnt from the start.
Why did you choose me of all the kids?
Aren't you ashamed for what you did?
Why did I fall for you?
Look at what you put me through.
You can forget about me becoming your wife
How I wish you didn't come into my life.
For her I promise to always be there
To always show her my love and care.
I don't got to worry about you anymore
I'm glad I threw you out the door.
I want to go back to how life was then
How I wish life was how it was before you came in.