The newest scar on my arm

I was doing so good just ask my friends
until this last week
I can't handle my so called
"family"
they don't listen, they laugh and don't care
I was to the edge and I knew
I couldn't cut again
so I called some friends and I got out of the house
and hung out with them today and forget
about everything that was going
on until i got home
I got on my myspace and thats when i realized my
best friend just broke a really big promise to me
and i felt like i wasn't worth her keeping that
promise and that i lost a friend&&
that i can't trust anyone.
I couldn't do it anymore
I went to the bathroom and i just closed my eyes
with tears running down my cheeks
I added the newest scar on my arm
I'm sorry