Secrets of the "happy girl"

You know the girl at you school?
the one whos always happy and loud
the one who brags about her life
and acts so proud
that same girl is me
the happy one who puts on fake charm
the same one who shows up to school
with bags under her eyes and cuts on her arm
im the girl who goes off at dances
and shows pride for her town
and writes sad poems
of how her life is going down
im the girl
who fakes a smile everyday
the girl who still loves her ex
but cant find the words to say
im the happy girl...with my secrets