My Self Harm

Sometimes I burn myself
Just so see how much it swells
Sometimes I scratch myself
Just to see white marks appear
Sometimes i use razors
Just to see how much it bleeds

Sometimes I burn myself
Just to remember the fires
Sometimes I scratch myself
Just to remember the fights with friends
Sometimes I use razors
Just to remind myself of the abuse

Sometimes I burn myself
To prove I can handle the heat
Sometimes I scratch myself
To prove I can control the marks
Sometimes I use razors
To prove I can withstand the pain