IM ALONE

You say you don't want to see me in pain
but thats what you are doing to me is putting in pain
all my life I cryed and i now i getting tried of crying now
i tried of wanting or cutting myself.
i know your happy and your life is sunshine
but i am hurting and my life is all gray clounds and rain
you say everything is going to be all better
but its not never going to change
your always going to be stuck with a punk
thats all he is ever going to to be me and nothing more
you guys say he my dad yeah right i never had and a dad
and i don't need
so be happy with your husband well i am in pain
cause like i always say i stand alone
i know i have to be brave because your not going to help me
i don't need no one no more all i need is me
because i found out that everyone hurts me and even you
right now your hurting me the most
i try running for it all but i cant
its always going to be in my heart
my heart is broken and it will never will be fix
no one can put it back together
not even you
i found out thats i live a painful life
so when i am die i will be happy cause no one can hurt me
i will never feel pain again
so when the day that i past is the day i will be in joy
so every second in my life i will wait for it
you will hurt a little but your life will go on
you wont have to worry about me no more