What its come to be

So dad
Is this what its come to?
where a website knows more about my feelings for you then you
But i want to say
that for all the ways you've hurt me lately
I remember the times of when i was young
and you held me in the night
after those nightmares that i couldn't shake
And you just held me tight
and said that everything would be alright
I guess I condradict myself when i say that i love you
because I say that I hate you many times
You healed scars in the past and lately you've just made new wounds
But deep down i still know you love me
which Is why I still said today to you
"Happy Fathers Day"
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definitely not my best but i said that i'd make a poem about my dad/fathers day and well..this is it
<3