Fathers day

He is a father,
a father of 3 childrens,
3 childrens that love his father,
but my father doesn't like me,
doesn't like my sista,
So witch birthday was this...

We had a dinner at 6pm,
who did we see,
my brother with my father,
both happy,
from not seeing my sista n me,
Where were we,
eating alone in my helly kitchen,
somewhere else was,
my sweet sista,
but she was with her boyfriend...
no invitation sent,
no phone ring sent,
no word sent,
nothing was sent to us,
but my bro was there,
alone with the one i should call Father..

As I was alone,
I realized,
that I was felling better,
when I was alone with my soul,
alone in my life,
no mama,no daddy.
no girl-friend,,,
nothing to lose,

so today,
I will be alone in my world,
alone to share this suicidal idea,
alone to share my feeling,
to someone that will read this,
or pass over it,
i dont care,
I belong to the under world,
the one of hate!!!

So all have a nice fathers Day!!
Cuz I wont!