Crash & good bye

Crash
My reality is trashed
You said never
I guess that didn't mean ever
I wish your tongue was tied
So I couldn't hear your lies.
I trusted you to care
Instead you shared
My darkest secret unfold
It was supposed to be untold
I can't hold on
What more was done wrong
Tears running down my face
I can't run this race.
Because of you
I don't know what to do
I bleed
To exceed
Why did you do what you have done
I told you I was too young
Shot of joy
Shot up like a toy
like army men
We all fall down
I wish this was the end
But more I must say
Before the day
Ends as I in the same way
I sit by the bay
Watching my life pass by
Now it's time to die
Death is waiting shy
I was forced down this path
That should never be taken
My life was shaken
When you said hey what was bakin'
Like an unknown tear
was held from me
I was blinded
subsided to you and all your voodoos
I say to you
good bye
for the last time