Part 2 of break up

Wow i cant face the fact
to know i have school
for the rest of the week
and to sit right beside you
and smell that cigarette in you're breath
sitting at home the hour
we would text back and forth
looks like i lost
like the other thousand times iv try ed
i feel like I'm a failer
i feel i should of done more
but when the one that loves you
screams to have there keys
screams to have there lighter
all you can whisper
is i hope its a nightmare
its been so long
since we've had a one on one lunch
since your friend came and replaced me
in your heart in your world
theres nothing i can say or do
but hope i wake up soon
wish you luck
as tears fill my eyes
it hurts to know iv been replaced
with something that will make you die
they say smoking is a tiny step to death
but you use to say you loved living
i guess thats cause you were in my arms
but now your in smokings arms
you said in a note
ill stop sometime next year
well by next year ill have my self a partner
who sticks to there word