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His memory haunts me like a ghost
its like a scar on my soul
no one can see it
i just deny it
but forever i keep it
forever i dream it
it hurts so much to think about
everything thats happened
it hurts to talk
it hurts to tell
when all along
i was bleeding more
and his grasp
just made me afraid
makes me feel like a mistake
makes me feel
not so brave