School Days

School and I did not mix
Always felt like an idiot
Stupid classes I was in
To embarrassed to tell my best friend

We were called retarded
Other names too
I was hurt a lot
Did not know what to do

Having my mommy leave
Made it worse
A teacher showed she cared
Putting me first

Pretty, sweet and cool
Wrote her notes everyday
Wishing she could be my mommy
Oh how I prayed

That was the start
Crying out for help
Pretty women without kids
Attached myself

Hurt when they left
I was a total mess
Did not understand
What did I do again?

Year after year
Struggled with pain
Everyone leaves me
Never to come back again

Depressed and angry is what I felt
Attempted suicide and failed
When will the hurt go away?
I do not want to go through this today