Not Never, Not Today

Why not me?
What must I do to make you see,
Together you and I are meant to be.

I dare not look at you.
Afraid of coldness, clear and true,
Plain in your eyes of crystal blue.

So I won't glance your way,
For I could be hurt by what you say.
To never know though, is a tough price to pay.
But I can't take the chance, not never not today.
My heart sheds tears as I walk away.