Love but Hurt

I still feel that you love me,
I know that you do,
Cause we have something special,
That no one ever knew,

It's been so long now,
We've loved each other so,
It's sad to say this time,
We really have to let go,

God knows I hurt so bad,
I have so much pain inside,
So much it tares me in two,
But there's no where to hide,

My heart feels so heavy,
In every single way,
I wish I could've given,
Before you walked away,

Now I cry because I'm lost,
I'm afraid my heart won't heal,
I hate what you have done to me,
And how you made me feel,

I can't love no one else,
It just doesn't feel right,
I don't want them to love me,
I don't weant them in my sight.

I can't stand the thought,
Of you being with someone else,
But what am I to do about it,
Thinking about it will just hurt myself,

Please God tell me what to do,
You know I'm falling fast,
Just bring joy to my life,
And take away the past,

He plays these games with me,
Just to make me cry,
How cold hearted can he be,
When he looks into my eyes,

I'm sorry I brought him tears,
And I'm sorry for my words,
I didn't mean to bring him down.
Or at all to make him hurt,

Forgive me to forgive myself,
I'm dying everyday,
I long to see your face,
And it won't go away,

Chris you mean the world to me,
But we both are so blind,
That we should've worked it out,
Cause we're two of a kind,

I look at your picture,
Look up and see you there,
Pushing me on the swing,
So I sit there and stare,

Your soul surrounds me,
I know your by my side,
I wish you could kiss me now,
And hold me from behind,

It seems unreal,
Now that your gone,
What am I to do,
I guess just move on.....