Storm Inside.

I went out and sat in the pouring rain
and as each drop soaked through my shirt,
I started to cry and realized
how much inside I hurt.
And although I hurt, no one can tell
because my tears blend in like rain,
the happy girl you always see
Tries hard to cover up her pain.
A lightning bolt it shakes the ground
as thunder shakes the stars
and I can feel my shaking heart
that's covered up in scars.
I sit and stare up at the moon
the only light in this dark sky
and slowly, with a whisper,
I ask the Dear Moon why.
Why inside me, there is a storm
that just wont seem to clear,
why inside, there's so much rain
that I've drowned in for many years.
I stand up and just keep walking
the rain still beating down
my footsteps covered up by water,
making just the slightest sound.
The night is getting darker
As I try so hard to forget
my mind is clouded with the past
and with so much that I regret.
Finally this storm has cleared
but inside I'm still a mess,
my heart keeps struggling to beat,
deep within my chest.

please r/c...