I loathe
I induce
I judge
I mourn
I smile
I lambaste
I complain
I weep
I miss
I regret, regret, regret
I hide my shameful loss
But make my present known
I was the wrong person to cross
But now I'm the one who suffers
I stand my ground
But hate to hurt
I knew heartache would be found
But wish it wasn't true
I let you go
But should have held on
I shouldn't have said no
But thought it was for the best
I was stabbed in the back
But never though it would have been you
I had my life on track
But lost all joy
I write
I abuse
I dream
I criticize
I deny
I exhale
I fail
I grieve
I regret, regret, regret
