This Feeling is killing me inside. Everyday, little by little I feel myself going insane. Being there when it was happening was like a life time of sadness coming over me, like the darkness of the night. But I have no hope for the morning.
The love I have for you is endless, but the love I have for him is just the beginning. We can never be, but it is all I want. But being with him would be more right. I have him, but it is you who I want to hear say I love you. I have cried a Thousand tears for you, have you even cried one? I know he has.
You just called me, but yet, you don't know how I love you so. I don't just want some of you, no I can't sit here knowing your happy with someone else. Why have I not said the words I've been thinking for years? Can't you tell how much it hurts? I wish I can tell you, but I care to much to hurt you. One of these days I'll come up to you and say, "Hey, I love you, I need you and yeah, I totally want you."
