An actress

I should win a golden globe or something
because I'm such a great actress

With the tear I fake I never cried
and the cuts on my arms
I lied

When you ask me if I'm OK
I say yes and walk away

But the way I feel is far from fine
the demons and fears dance in my mind
the doubt the pain from day to day
I still keep a smile on my face

I have no reason to stay alive
yet i fear to take my life

I walk around this world hoping someone
doesn't feel the same and
make this my last day

And my hero is hard to find but until the day I die
my family and friends will think I'm fine

Then they'll realize the honest truth
the Written Proof

That poor girl they'll say
when they pay their last respect
victories day

They'll all say she was a happy girl
but bull not in this world

I'm just the greatest actress and
I'd admit I had a lot of practice

So may I have my golden global
and with this let me rest alone

~krybabie~