A Deathly Answer!

I give up this pain.
There is to much to obtain.
I am crying myself asleep.
Forever a sleep that is deep.
Never shall I wake.
My pain, this way I can take.
The only hope of happiness is this.
Heaven and I tonight will kiss.
Gone to make him proud.
It was pain, sorrow, and depression he allowed.
He is the reason I am no longer here.
He is the reason for my tears.
I am sorry for what this had to come to.
But this is the only way I could say, I love you.