The real me

I never thought i could feel so lonely
when I'm in a room full of ppl
all i see is you
but you don't see me in your eyes shes the world
i think back to the time when that was me
and everything seemed as tho i was finally going to be OK
now today as sit here and stare and think to myself
how the hell did things get this bad
where did i go wrong in everything that i thought was right?
you see the girl but the girls not really me
you don't see deep inside where all the tears and fears Begin to surface
the happy girl shes all u see
its getting hard wearing this mask
its getting hard pretending everything is OK and I'm going to be just fine
when deep inside i know things are just getting harder each day
the tears are starting to flow
my eyes are starting to blur
everything is getting fuzzy and I'm not sure where to start
who to turn to
just when i thought things were making sense
i hit a wall and fall
laying on the ground just crying and crying
does anyone hear me doors anyone care
if only you could know how i really feel inside
the way you didn't only take my heart but my whole life to
how u thought i could trust you
i never smiled more in my life then those times we spent together
but there behind me now
I'm all alone to figure what exactly it is that I'm supposed to do