Recipe for pain

Whats the worst pain you've felt
did u ever wanna die
what made u so sad low and alone

you think no one knows how it feels
how could someone know
- they're not u-
how could they?

did u try to die .......... why
why not-what stopped you?
y didn't u just die and make it better
u were scared
its ok 2 admit it u were
u didn't know what would happen if u did
if u took the chance and just died

so now your alive,
maybe u don't wanna be
but you are
what hurts so much about the pain?
what made it so bad?

how do you know hell's not better-
than this pain?
well one day you may find
hell is worse than that pain

if you choose to find out

u can fix the pain
make it go away but it's always a battle
to keep it gone
if you can find out what it is that hurts
if you can find the reasons it hurts so bad
u can get rid of the pain
all u do is make the reason
go away,not hurt you, fix the problem
deal with the problem through the reasons
that's my recipe for pain