Sick of everything

Broken battered torn inside
I'm so sick of living this life
I'm sick of everything going wrong
I'm so sick of listening to sad songs
I'm so sick of crying night after night
I'm sick of wanting to give up the fight
I'm sick of waiting for her phone call night after night
I'm sick of thinking I'm not good enough
I'm sick of thinking shes out with that girl
I'm sick of coming last on her list
I'm sick of getting hurt
I'm sick of being treated like dirt
I'm sick of feeling guilty for someone taking their life
I'm sick of feeling pain
I'm sick of all the shit life throws at me
I'm sick of feeling like I'm nothing to anyone
I'm sick of feeling like i don't deserve to be happy
I'm sick of feeling being alive
I'm sick of not being able to sleep
I'm sick of not being able to eat
I'm sick of paying for the past i cant change
I'm sick of my life in general
I'm sick of saying i love her and her not believing me
i don't want to be here anymore
iv had enough i cant do it anymore
ill just fall in a heap on the floor