VicToria[Moment of Heat & Trust]

You said you were to move to Arizona, not any more
I wish you would still move because things arent like they were before
I no longer feel like I am your friend
But day after day I have to pretend

I wish I could trust you, but I no longer do
When ever I tell you a secret, you look at me in disgust
I feel not worthy to be your best friend,
From afar your life I continue to lust

I wish I could feel secure around you
I wish I could slap your face, like Ive always wanted to
Tell you that you continue to hurt me
No matter how many words I say, you still cant see

Two more years with you, then all is gone
Struggling everyday, two years seems so long
Hoping you will open your eyes, and change
Until then, smiles and fake laughs are all the same